That which wasn’t supposed to happen

– A personal story from a lightworker in the middle of a cosmic drama
 
Part 3: After it happened

With one foot on each ice floe / A flying visit into the System for the final settlement / Our cosmic origin / A new greeting from above / The rebirth of the Mother Earth Network / Emil’s imprint on Earth / The Phoenix bird / The Cosmic Pendulum and the Return of the Goddess / The Cosmic White Fire / Ending

 

~ With one foot on each ice floe ~

When Maria left us, I was thrown into a long-lasting life crisis. I felt defeated. I felt in my despair that “All is lost!”, “My life task is gone!”, ”The New Age has been cancelled!”. I was preparing for a long lonely life here on Earth, and thought that I might as well go back into the System to at least be able to live ”safely” and ”comfortably”. Maria and I had to a large degree lived outside of the System for 10 years, with all the scarcity and challenges that come with it.

 

But now the System pulled me in and I started to finish my teacher education, which I had started 15 years earlier, and worked hard to pay off all my debt. My plan was to create a life situation where I could both give ”safety” and ”abundance” to the family and at the same time feel meaning (I LOVE children, and being with children is part of my life task). But no matter how I looked at it, it did feel like a big compromise to enter into the System after all. But I saw no other way forward.

 

I felt EXTREMELY torn during the first year after Maria’s passing, where I stood with one foot deeply rooted in my spiritual mission (deep down I hadn’t given up), and with the other foot deeply rooted in the System – the teacher education and the plans of a full time job. I got up every morning at 5 o’clock and drove to the forest or the lake to meditate for an hour and have conversations with the guides (well, desperate monologues), before I hurried back to the Matrix to devote myself to studies and work. I had to have this discipline, because I was terrified of losing myself in the System and forgetting my life task. That is why I kept saying to my cosmic friends and guides when I meditated: “I promise to leave the System again if you give me a sign! If I get the opportunity to be a spokesperson for you, or if I get a sign to continue with the Mother Earth network, I promise that I’ll leave the System!”

Me after my morning meditation during the fall of 2020.

I kept having a recurring vision that wouldn’t leave me alone. The vision showed me standing with my feet on one ice floe each, while they begin to drift apart and I had to choose which of them to stand on! I think many of you spiritually awakened souls can relate to this feeling of being torn that I am talking about. I ignored the vision, or rather learned to live with it, because I naively thought that ”The ice floes are not floating apart yet anyway!”. At the same time, I saw how the duality and the separation in my surroundings and society at large was amped up in a variety of ways by the so-called ”pandemic” (an attempt of a final global takeover), and how more and more people were forced to choose sides.

 

A friend told me about a Swedish lightworker who said in a Youtube-video that many of us will be forced to ”come out of the closet” this year to show who we really are. But instead of seeing it as a sign for me, I brushed it off and though; ”That has nothing to do with me, since I’m about to start my carrier as a teacher!” I ignored the obvious connection and did what we all do when the truth is too hard to handle, I created an alternative explanation that felt more comfortable to live with. 

 

As I started working as a teacher alongside my studies, I deleted everything from my Facebook profile about the Mother Earth Network, erased as much material from the Internet as I could, and put password protection on our Youtube video. Of course it felt wrong inside, but I was terrified that colleagues and students would google me and find everything, and that I might lose my job. I felt that the Network was basically shut down, and since everything that our guides had said about mine and Maria’s future mission was not true, I didn’t feel like ”standing up for my truth” anymore.

This vision haunted me ever since I chose to enter the System with one foot

~ A flying visit into the System for the final settlement ~

After studying and working intensively for over a year without enough rest, my dream job landed in my lap, as an elementary school teacher in my favorite class with a top salary. It almost felt too good to be true! But after just over a week of crazy intense work, my fatigue syndrome came back and I couldn’t go back to my job the following week. I felt that I will never be able to function as a cog in the System, something I knew deep down all the time. In addition, I was faced with a delicate dilemma with a completely unbelievable synchronicity that settled things once and for all. 

 

At my workplace, I was asked to participate in reporting a spiritual family with children at the school to the Social Authorities. They were critical of the school system and the school’s previous actions, and had chosen to homeschool their children. I didn’t know what to do, and felt completely torn inside. The SAME evening, the VERY SAME FAMILY contacted me ”out of nowhere”, and wanted to be my friends, because of our common spiritual interest. They had just found a several years old text from the Mother Earth Network online “by chance”, but had no idea that I was working at the school! I was now standing in the middle of the two worlds and was forced to make a choice. The ice floes were drifting apart! About the family, I felt that ”They’re just like me!” And I just could not participate in this, so I didn’t. When I had my fatigue syndrome, I also quit my permanent job and thus left the System forever. It sure was a great sorrow having to let my beloved children in the class down, but I knew that this was my path.

 

Now the Divine Flow had given me the experience of what is actually required of me to be part of the System, and what I needed to give up and compromise with to fit in there. Since I taught in primary school, I was hoping that there wouldn’t be such big compromises. But the compromises turned out to be much bigger than I was prepared to sign up for, both in terms of how the whole system is designed but also in terms of my work tasks. One work task could for example be to send summons for vaccination to the children’s parents. Another could be to teach about the System’s view of ”The origin and development of humankind”. I am here on Earth to teach about the TRUE origin and development of humankind! I also realized that in order to keep my permanent job, my spiritual development and my life task would no longer be able to be my main focus and get enough space, and that I instead would be ”owned” by the System. This is precisely why the System and the Matrix are designed the way they are.

 

During mine and Maria’s 10 years outside of the Matrix, without a job or secure livelihood, where we instead focused on our spiritual development and our life tasks, we both had the feeling that we no longer fitted in as a part of the society. With the teacher studies and the teaching job, I suddenly experienced a huge appreciation and praise from outside! Suddenly I was someone to look up to, someone to admire, high-five and congratulate. But despite this confirmation (that the ego just loved), the top salary (after all the years of scarcity), all the paid “vacation”, and the ”safe” place in the System, it now felt unthinkable to betray my inner calling and my cosmic mission. Something inside me screamed: ”This is not me!!!” All of this was preparation for  a new awakening for me.

 

Actually, I knew deep down, when I continued my education, that I only did it to get a final settlement with the System, to be able to leave it forever, never ever longing to go back. But I still felt that it was my path. I kept telling myself that the settlement wouldn’t come until  faaar into the future, so that I could enjoy some of the fruits of the System until then! I always felt that sooner or later there would come an aggravated event that would force me to choose side, which it sure did. But I never thought I would have to leave my safe place in the System as fast as after A WEEK! 

 

Here, I’m being guided to insert an excerpt from one of Maria’s channelings, where the extraterrestrial woman Toisheeba gives a revival speech of sorts, about seeing through the System, for those of you who also feel like you want to take steps to break free.


Excerpt from Maria’s live channeling of Toisheeba from “Arrakas” in front of an audience, Stockholm 9 May 2011:

 

“We see your longing. We see your desire for change, for energy-raising. But we also see that you are confused and unfocused, because your world is so shattered and chaotic. We see that there is so much happening around you that makes you lose your focus and lose the sense of what is important. You’re being duped into believing that what is least important is most important of all. You have since a very long time been manipulated to believe that the illusions are what’s important. You have been led to believe that it’s the money, the power, the dominance, the control, the survival, conforming to a structure, conforming to a system – that those things are what’s important. You have been duped into turning away from the Divine Source. This has been a very, very deliberate strategy for those who have manipulated you. […]

 

What we ask you to do is: Wake up from the TV haze. Our dear, beloved friends: Wake up. It’s not the bills, the tax declaration, other people’s opinions, the fourth talk in school, the homework, the overtime work – it’s not those things which are important. […] You have been made to believe that you have to struggle for your existence, that every day is a struggle to survive, where you have to work: work-work-work-work, pay the bills, fill in your tax forms, take the car to the vehicle inspection, buy new stuff, drive the kids to tennis classes, and go to work and shovel papers, shovel papers, shovel papers, shovel papers. We see how you’re performing all of these actions, and are telling you: You really don’t need any of this, you can let go of all this, because it’s not real, it’s illusions. It has nothing to do with the divine beings you really are. Throw off your suits and your uniforms! Throw away the cell-phones! Take off your socks and run into the grass! Make somersaults and sing! Be happy! Nevermind the rest! Liberate yourselves from your chains!

~ Our cosmic origin ~

Through Marias channel, we have learned that me and Maria used to live in a highly developed civilization in the Cosmos, just like many other lightworkers that now have descended to Earth to contribute with their unique energies in the transition to the New Age. Together, Me and Maria were leaders for an enlightened human-like civilization on a planet called the ”Blue Planet” located in the ”First World”, the most developed part of the Cosmos where the central sun is located (our Cosmos consist of nine “Worlds”, and each world consists of millions of galaxies. The Milky Way and the Earth are located in the Second World). Our friends from that planet told us, through Marias channel, that they have been watching over us from physical spaceships all through our lives. They also said that we have meetings with them both through astral journeys, but also in physical form, for example by us being ”picked up” when we sleep and are temporarily put in a higher trance-like state of consciousness, in agreement with our Higher Self. 

 

Maria came in contact with a blocked memory from when she visited their ship as a child. She remembered how they sat on the floor in a half-circle around her and talked with her, among others her brother from the Blue Planet. She was not used to adults listening to her as a child. She remembered the strong feeling of how unusual and strange it felt to have all these adults sitting around her and listening to her thoughts, reflections and explanations with the greatest presence, interest and reverence. They listened to her like she was a spiritual master, while she felt that she was “just a little girl”. 

 

During our life on the Blue Planet, we also traveled around and acted as mediators in conflicts in other civilizations. We chose to leave our bodies there for this mission where we would incarnate on Earth to be part of the restoration of female energy and the Goddess, as part of the transition to the New Spiritual Age, in which Earth plays a central role in our Cosmos. I have gotten back som memories from that life, from how we lived, the place where we bathed, and the ceremony where we left our bodies and where all of our people participated. 

During all the years with Maria, we have had greetings from our cosmic friends in the sky (and even before). It could be, for example, ”stars” in the sky, or just above the treetops, that began moving around when we looked at them, and sometimes even flew away. It could also be light flashes or gigantic beams of light coming from the forest. It was partly our dear family members from the Blue Planet, but also lare numbers of other civilizations that followed our journey and waited for their turn to talk to us through Maria. Although we were frustrated that we were not allowed to see their ships in closer distance, we were infinitely grateful that they showed signs of their physical presence at all. When you build all of your life on your inner reality, it feels so good to have signs that confirm it through the outer reality.

After Marias passing, it felt as if our common mission had failed, that everything was lost and “our cosmic friends have gone back home.” But when I began looking up at the sky again a few months later, I saw to my surprise that they were still up there on the canopy greeting me! It was a wonderful confirmation, and they conveyed that they are always here for me, and for all of us humans who want their help. I still often see these ”dancing” dots of light when I go out for walks at nighttime, or when I look out the window before going to bed.

 

Recently I received a post from a member of the network who linked to an article with a light phenomenon from northern Sweden a few days earlier. As soon as I saw the article, it was as if someone ”turned a light on”! I immediately felt that it was a greeting! It was as if the phenomena on the image was an energy portal into the Cosmos.

 

The mass media explained it away like they always do, this time with various ”theories” about American and Russian missiles, and also space rocks.

“Mysterious light phenomena in northern Sweden – could be a rocket. A different light phenomena was seen in the sky in large parts of…”
“Spectacular light phenomenon baffles”

I was a little shocked, because just a few days earlier I read Maria’s channeling from Dibarak’s people, an ascended human-like civilization that were behind the world-famous spiral of light in the sky above Norway in 2009, and who conveyed their message through Maria. They have also created a number of other light projections around the world. Back then, Dibarak said that he had met us in person and collaborated with us during our incarnation on the Blue Planet. When I read the channeling a few days earlier, I greeted them and thanked them so much for their presence. I’m posting a picture and an excerpt from the channeling from 2009 below.

The spiral of light oveer Norway 2009

Excerpt from the channeling of Dibarak from ”The Invincible Ones”, December 15th, 2009:

 

My name is Dibarak, and I am coming from a civilization called ‘The Invincible Ones’. We are a great warrior people, known for our courage, our strength and our spiritual power. The wars and the fighting we have long ago left behind us, and today we are spiritual warriors in the service of the highest good. Our main purpose today as an ascended civilization is to help other civilizations on their way towards spiritual transformation and ascendance. […]

 

We are reaching out our hand to you from the higher dimensions, and we have sent you a greeting in your physical three-dimensional world, a greeting of light, color and form. This is to welcome you into the cosmic communion. The cosmic quarantine that Earth has been under for a very long time is finally to be lifted. You will notice this through an increasing presence of extraterrestrial civilizations on and around the Earth. This process has already begun, and during the year to come you will see a further escalation. 

 

The light projection we created for you symbolizes your spiritual development as a spiral, and that you are now in a deciding moment where you take a leap towards the next level of consciousness. The blue color symbolizes intuition and creativity, and we want to inspire you all to open up your intuition and to free your creativity since you have enormous potential as divine co-creators of your own reality. We want to encourage you to open up to the healing powers of colors, form and light.” 

 

It was the spreading of this channeling that made the Mother Earth Network expand, even outside of Sweden. When I saw the link to the light phenomenon, it felt very special, especially when I realized that it was from the SAME DAY that I sent my greeting to them! I asked inwardly, and I god the reply: ”It sure was an answer to your greeting to us. Of course it’s a greeting to all humans who are open to it, but the location and timing was arranged so that it would wake you up”.

The phenomenon first resembles a rocket, but then releases a ball of light that expands into a shape that I intuitively feel is representing a ”torus”, that is, the shape of the self-regulating energy system that constitutes the electromagnetic energy flow in everything from atoms and humans, to planets and galaxies. A form of divine geometry in other words.

When I saw the light phenomenon I suddenly felt a very strong drive to communicate through the Mother Earth Network again! In a split second! I felt it was time to take the leap and tell the tragic story of Maria’s passing. From not feeling any drive at all to telling this publicly for a year and a half, it completely changed as soon as I saw the light projection. It was like I had a new awakening! (Now the guides are saying: ”That was exactly what you had!”). I had received the sign that I was waiting for. Since then, it’s like I view the world and my place in it through new eyes again. Through the light projection, I received an energy transmission of the love, power and courage of Dibarak’s people because it takes a lot of courage from me to write this article.


When I had received the energy transmission, I felt that I was raised high above the Matrix, the System and the fear. In that state, I went out on a mountain and looked at the starry sky. I got a vision that all the people whose opinions I have worried about were just like ants at the foot of the mountain, and I just could not understand how I could let their opinions and prejudices affect me. I just felt that “This is what I am MEANT to do! I DON’T CARE what others think! This is MY TRUTH! I KNOW what is true! This is who I AM! This is MY origin and MY cosmic mission on Earth! ”.

I had long tried to get an answer to what the light projection represented, and if it was supposed to be a torus, without result. But one evening a few weeks later, I looked out at the starry sky and asked again, and then finally got a message from Dibarak:

 

The light projection we created does represent a torus formation, the energy field that surrounds your physical bodies. But you are actually even much bigger than that, your energy fields actually extend over the entire Infinity and have no end, because everything is ultimately ONE. With the light projection, we want to remind you that you are energy beings. You are so infinitely much larger than just the physical bodies that you see with your physical eyes, and that you identify with in your physical reality. You are amazing pulsating energy organisms. This is how we see you from the higher dimensions, through our multidimensional vision. We see right through you, that is, every thought you think gives shifts in your energy fields. Every feeling of love or fear leads to visible changes in your energy flows.

Your energy fields, your auras, never stand still but are in constant motion, and are expressions of your inner states of consciousness. If you only knew how big your opportunities are to transform yourselves, to transform your energy flows and energy bodies, through inner spiritual work. The energy situation on Earth today is unique, and you have an unprecedented opportunity to achieve spiritual transformation in a much shorter time than has ever been possible on Earth before. That was exactly what our civilization had to do when we were in a similar situation as you are on Earth today, when we stood on the threshold of a New Age, and had to put an end to our separation thinking, our conflict thinking and our gigantic egos in a short amount of time, in order not to perish as a civilization in the higher energy reality that were about to arise.

 

Just like the light projection illustrates, you can expand … and expand … and expand. You can expand your consciousness and your energy fields out into Infinity. Then you will realize that your idea of what the ”human” is and consists of is such an incredibly limited and misleading perception. Now is the time for you as humanity to take The Great Leap, just as we did as civilization. The Leap out into Infinity, in order to become the Limitless Divine Beings that you really are. We want to tell you that we are present with you all the way, and we love you. Thank you”.

I thank Dibarak and the Invincible Ones for their message, and I also feel an incredible gratitude for being able to receive the message. I am humble to the fact that my ability to channel is very limited, but at the same time I feel the truth in what I recieved!

 

As if that was not enough, yet another light projection appeared over Sweden a few weeks later, even this time shaped like a torus!

“New light phenomenon over large parts of Sweden: ‘Suddenly appeared in the sky’”

~ The rebirth of the Mother Earth Network ~

When it comes to the future of the Mother Earth network, I honestly don’t know what it will look like. The only thing I know is that I am supposed to write this text to tell my and Maria’s story, and to bring up the message of the Mother Earth Network again through a new website, even though I previously felt that the Network was cancelled forever. 

 

I’m getting a message now as I’ writing this: 

 

The Mother Earth Network has NOT been cancelled! It never was. That’s an illusion. Don’t forget that the Mother Earth network also consists of US the gigantic network around Earth [consisting of enlightened cosmic civilizations, nature spirits and spiritual masters] who participate in the energy raising of humanity and the Earth. We are still working full time to heal the Earth’s energy flows. But we need your help. The Earth needs your help. And you actually also need the Earth’s help!

 

We see that the time is now ready for the rebirth of the Mother Earth Network, and you will be helped to spread the message through a new energy wave. It is predetermined. We will not allow the message to be lost once again, and therefore it’s of highest importance that the message is spread to all who are receptive to it, through this new energy wave that we’re talking about. 

 

It’s not just Maria’s, or Manne’s, message it’s not bound to any particular person. It is all of our message, all of us in the cosmic community in the higher dimensions, to all of you who are open to it. The message of unification with Mother Earth is more important than ever today. The grounding is the missing link for humanity’s continued spiritual transformation, and for you to be able to best prepare for the Transition to the New Age that we’re standing before. 

 

Yes, we are still standing before it. We know you are in doubt. We understand that you are confused and feel defeated. But please have faith. You have now received a clear sign of what the first step to take is, and you have chosen to take that step. We are so happy and grateful for that. Let the process run its course, and have faith. You will be guided step by step along the way. You will get all the help that you need.

 

We would humbly suggest that the next step of the network is to resume the healing sessions for Mother Earth. We would like to encourage everyone who feels called, to participate. Mother Earth is your Primordial Mother. It’s high time to reunite with her. She’s waiting for you. She loves you. But she suffers. The resurrection of female energy takes place both in the human, in Mother Earth and in the Cosmos. By participating in the healing sessions, you also strengthen your own channel to the female energies in the Earth’s interior. In other words, you heal both Mother Earth and yourself when you participate.

 

We’re doing what we can, but we can only contribute to a certain level, due to the Cosmic law of Non-intervention. When you’re participating as representatives of humanity, we have much greater opportunities to help the Earth together.  We want to engourage all of you to also continue to send Mother Earth healing to yourselves regularly. It will transform you. Try it. See how it feels and what results it brings. 

 

We wish you, Manne, and ALL of you who want to participate, good luck with the rebirth of the Mother Earth Network! It is a great event that we all in the gigantic network around the Earth have been waiting for and are rejoicing in. Mother Earth is waiting for you, and she LOVES you. And all of us in the cosmic network around the Earth love you, and we are always present with you. ”

 

Thank you for your help in formulating this message, dear friends. It was a very beautiful and powerful message that came through, and I am grateful that I get help to get the message out in this process. Right now I feel very alone on Earth, and therefor it feels very comforting to feel the support from the higher dimensions.

 

Now maybe someone shouts ”Look Manne, you sure can channel!”. Well, only to a certain level (I am admittedly surprised myself). But it feels like I can so far only take in truths that I have already heard about, or have access to intuitively. Therefore, I still feel the message is adapted to what I have the opportunity to receive, even though I feel that everything that is said is true. I still can not access detailed, new information regarding subjects of which I know nothing about. No, I know, I know… I shouldn’t diminish myself. I am grateful for what I have received, and I will of course continue to practice actively, and continue to be as open as I can.

 

I thought I would stick to the Swedish audience now that the Network is starting up again, but the guides insist that I translate this and all upcoming publications into English and spread internationally, and I am happy to do so if it serves a purpose. Another interesting synchronicity about the ”wave” through which the Mother Earth Network’s message will be spread, is that people in different places, independently of each other, have found old channelings of Maria and started spreading them again spontaneously. 

~ Emil’s imprint on Earth ~

When writing about our son Emil that we lost, I could feel his presence. Eight years before Maria became pregnant with him, he started talking to us through Maria from the higher dimensions, to prepare us for his arrival. He told us that he would come to Earth with an extremely high frequency light energy, to contribute to the energy raising on Earth.

 

As I’m writing this I’m receiving a message from Emil (the first time for me personally). He wants me to insert a picture of the casting of his handprints and footprints, that the hospital created for us after Maria had delivered his body. Then this message came through: 

”I was not able to stay and live in the heavy energy reality on Earth, the energy raising had not reached a sufficiently high level. The energy level was simply not compatible with my energy yet. But despite that, I left my physical imprints with you on Earth. By inserting the image of them in the text, you also spread my energies through the image. In that way, I have made an important imprint in your physical reality, and it is my contribution to the energy raising that is now taking place on Earth. The image is a direct channel to me and the high energy level I represent. I have waited a long time to be able to reach out with my energies, to you on Earth which I now get the opportunity to do. It is part of the rebirth of the Mother Earth network and the energy raising on Earth, so this is a Day of Joy for me, and for us in the higher dimensions”.

 

I can feel Emil’s high frequency energies, his enthusiasm and love, and my tears flow.

When I later edited the text, Emil wanted to make an addition:

 

”I am also sending my deepest gratitude to my earthly mother Maria, who chose, on a soul level, to make this great sacrifice in order to bring down my energies to Earth. It’s of great importance that I was actually down to Earth in physical form and made my imprint there. It has to do with the Law of Non-Intervention that you wrote about earlier. Since I have actually been a physical human being on Earth, if only for a short moment, then I have a much greater opportunity, a greater energy mandate, and a much more clear channel, with which to share my energies with you humans on Earth. The picture of my imprints is the energy portal that I’m using.

 

I want to invite everyone who reads this to take a moment and tune into the picture and my energies, and you will receive an energy transmission from us. As always when it comes to high frequency energies, it is most effective if you are grounded first ”.

 

At the ceremony when we spread Emil’s ashes in the sea, we also played ”A moment on earth”, and now as I’m writing this, Emil plays some of the lyrics from it in my head, connected to the message he just conveyed:

 

”After all / Now we can say / Now we can say / That we have been on earth / We can say: I was there! / How wonderful was it? / How wonderful was it? / I was close, I was close / I was close, I was there / A moment on earth / A moment on earth ”

 

I can hardly grasp that Maria chose to go through this traumatic event, on top of all the other traumas she has experienced, in order to spread Emil’s energies on Earth. It’s almost too much to take in! Following Emil’s message, I have asked the guides several times ”Was the main reason why Maria became pregnant with Emil really to spread his energies through this image of his imprint?” and I always get a clear YES as an answer. Now I’m receiving an addition from them:

 

”By bringing Emil down into her physical body, Maria also created an energy portal to a higher reality, for humanity to take part of. It’s because she was so deeply grounded that she could take in and harbor a soul with such a extremely high frequency”.

 

I’m completely speechless. It is completely inconceivable. But at the same time beautiful. Incredibly beautiful. I will make a permanent page on the website for new ”energy portal” that Emil and Maria have created.

~ The Phoenix Bird ~

The guides also want me to tell you about another sign I received, which I really don’t understand. During the time of living with Maria, and she was being broken down more and more, our guides always told her that ”You will rise from the ashes like the Phoenix bird”. Maria was moved to tears when she heard this. But of course we thought it was about some kind of restoration during her earthly life, after being worked against, smeared and broken down on so many levels during all these years. The guides often returned to the parable of the Phoenix bird when we complained about how much Maria was worked against and attacked. But when her disease got to the point when if felt that there were no turning back, the message of the Fenix felt increasingly alien. 

 

But since Maria left her earthly life, I get even MORE signs of the Phoenix bird! I see pictures of the Phoenix and here the name ​​everywhere! And I feel it has to do with Maria. I have NO IDEA what it means, I really don’t understand what they mean, but I know it means SOMETHING. I didn’t really want to mention it in this text, because it sounds completely absurd, but my guides insist that I do. Of course, ”resurrection” can be a symbol for many things and can happen in a variety of ways, and on a variety of levels. But like I said, I understand NONE OF IT.

The mythological Phoenix bird that resurrects from the ashes of the fire that annihilated her

~ The Cosmic Pendulum and the Return of the Goddess ~

Now my Higher Self wants to make an addition here:

 

”Maria came to Earth with the Goddess’ energy to Earth, and what has now happened with Maria’s passing is a reflection of a larger cosmic drama, where the female energy is seemingly being destroyed and then resurrected again. Maria has lent her soul for the playing out of this drama on Earth. 

 

The Cosmos has for a long time, eons of time, been in thr ‘Age of the Male God’ where the male energy has dominated. But in recent times, the dominance has increased to extreme levels, as the supply of female energy has gradually decreased.

 

As the male energy has been less and less balanced by the female energy, it has been transformed into its most extreme destructive form. It has reached a state of Megalomania. It has become a destructive monster that is now focused on eradicating the female energy and the Goddess completely. It’s important to understand here that I am not talking about the essence of the male energy, the pure form of male energy. I’m talking about the unbalanced version of the male energy, which eventually loses its balance completely and becomes destructive in its expansion, if it’s not balanced by its female counterpart. Exactly the same thing happens when the female energy is not balanced by its male counterpart, but then it is about destructive regression, or implosion, instead of expansion. Both energies in their unbalanced and destructive form want to destroy everything that stands in their way, but in two different ways.

 

The reason that the male energy today has gone so far in its dominance is due to the fact that the Cosmic Pendulum is now about to turn. The Cosmic Pendulum moves back and forth between light and darkness, male and female energy, exhalation and inhalation, over eons of time. This is the development of the Cosmos, a pendulum movement between light and darkness. Here I want to stress that it’s not the “darkness” that is the destructive state, but it’s the imbalance between the darkness and the light [Think of the yin and yang-symbol] The pure darkness is sacred, just like the pure light is. The same process applies to all living life in Infinity, from the small to the big.

 

Earth, and our entire Cosmos, is now entering the Age of the Goddess, where the female energy will have its rebirth and restoration. The pendulum is about to turn. The balance will be restored, and the Goddess will once again be in the center and be revered and worshiped as the holy Primordial Mother she is. All people who are ready to enter the New Age, the age of the Goddess, will be awakened to this insight within themselves, and the female energy will have its restoration on all levels.

Maria came to Earth with the energy of the Goddess, and therefore she was seen as a huge threat from the destructive male energy. All that she has been exposed to are expressions of the destructive version of the male energy trying to destroy the pure female energy. The forces that have worked against her [the power elite, extraterrestrial civilisations and extra-dimensional beings] are driven by the destructive male energy, and have done everything in their power to destroy her, and to destroy the energy and the message she spread across the Earth. All development that takes place in the small is a reflection of what happens in the large. Just like the male energy-driven groups tortured Maria, you humans have also tortured your Priomordial Mother, Mother Earth, like clueless puppets of the destructive male energy. And in the same way, the Cosmic Goddess has been tortured in a variety of ways by representatives of the destructive male energy. ‘On Earth, as it is in Heaven’”.

 

At the same time, I still don’t understand why it had to go so far that Maria had to leave her earthly life completely. Why couldn’t she just ”almost die” before her resurrection? But I feel that the answer to that question is not available to me at this time. 

 

Here I am reminded of when Maria told me about her strong encounter with the Cosmic Goddess. Maria tried to channel messages from her for a while, but always felt that her presence was very weak and that she couldn’t come through. When she one day decided to embark on an astral journey to try to find her, she was met by a shocking sight. She found the Goddess imprisoned, in a “cosmic prison” in the higher dimensions. Here I want to warn you of ”disturbing scenes”! The goddess was lying almost lifeless on the floor of a prison cell, tortured and powerless with sharp poles pushed through her body in well-chosen places. It was a terribly grotesque sight that made Maria completely terrified! The Goddess had been imprisoned and tortured by representatives of the destructive male energy, on a cosmic level. Maria felt that it was her task to free her, so she pulled out all the poles and tore down the prison walls, so that the Goddess could be set free and begin her healing process, and it was like a huge Primordial Force being released! It was an incredibly strong experience for Maria.

 

I want to apologize for the unpleasant scenes, but I feel that I am meant to tell this, because the female energy is being tortured in exactly the same way on Earth, in countless different forms, everything from the devastation of Mother Earth and all sexual abuse against women, to the current agenda that is now being rolled out on Earth with ”vaccines” and Artificial Intelligence (both which are concentrated forms of destructive male energy) . They are all examples of attacks on female energy and different attempts to eradicate it completely. It’s like the destructive male energy’s last desperate attempt of retaining it’s dominance.

 

The Higher self continues:

 

“Here it is important to understand that the torture that Maria and Manne describe is a direct consequence of the extreme lack of female energy. It would never have been possible if it were not for the fact that male energy has reached its most extreme and unbalanced forms, nor would there have been a motivational force to drive this destructive development. But the drama is not over yet. I repeat: The drama is not over yet. [The Higher Self says this with such force that a strong shiver goes through my whole body]. Maria will have her revival. Mother Earth will have her revival. And the Cosmic Goddess will have her revival. It is predetermined, and there is nothing that can stop it. But you are all part of this process. Every human has their responsibility in the process, and the awakening that is now taking place on Earth is part of that process. It is the task of every human being to participate in the restoration of female energy, both through yourselves and through Mother Earth. We are now standing right on the threshold of the Age of the Goddess, and that means the return of female energy; in the human, in the Earth and in the Cosmos. ”

 

I want to thank you for the powerful message. I had heard about the Cosmic Pendulum before, from Maria’s channelings, and I have had the feeling of Marias passing being part of a cosmic drama, but I have never had it explained to me in this way before. 

 

~ A meditation – The Cosmic White Fire ~

My story is now coming to an end, and here I want to add a meditation that is guided by the Divine Consciousness (channeled by Maria in front of an audience in Stockholm, November 16th, 2009). In the meditation we are taken to the source of the ”Cosmic White Fire” beyond time and space. During every public channeling of the Divine Consciousness that Maria did, she also performed an energy transmission of the Cosmic White Fire to the audience. That is an energy that is the perfect balance between the female and the male energy, the pure God Energy.

I’m adding the meditation to end with hope, and to put us in contact with our inner divinity where we remember that everything that happens has a divine purpose. Please take a few deep breaths before you read on.

 

“My beloved child. You are all carrying a place inside of you where you have access to the highest cosmic wisdom, where you carry bliss… peace… harmony… and divine love. You are infinite divine beings. This place is beyond time and beyond space. 

 

Let yourselves be surrounded by the divine Cosmic White Fire. Feel how you’re being rocked … slowly .. back and forth. Feel how you are carried along by the flow… the pouring flow .. of love. You are sinking deeper… and deeper… into yourself … all the way in… to your inner room… to the deepest of the deepest NOW… the pure being. 

 

Hear the heart beats… You are embraced by the warmth, by the energies … you are being rocked… back … and forth… Everything is just the way it’s supposed to be … and everything will be just exactly the way it is supposed to be. There are no conflicts … there is no scarcity… and there are no divisions. Everything is connected… All is One. 

Feel how you vibrate with Divine Love… you are limitless… there are no limits… There is only one single eternal NOW. Nothing that happens here can ever harm you… You are immortal… You have always existed, and you will always exist. You are all shining stars… of cosmic starlight… in the cosmic night.

 

Feel how you’re expanding… and expanding… until you reach out all over the entire Cosmos .. until your hands reach the outer borders of the Cosmos, and beyond… straight out into Infinity… This is eternal love .. This is the limitless being… Here … and Now”.

~ Ending ~

I hope you enjoyed the meditation, and some of you maybe recognized this place deep within yourselves.

 

Thank you to those of you who have managed to read all the way to the end. It has been a journey for me to write the article, with countless (buckets of) tears, insights and moments of gratitude. I also hope that you want to join my journey with the Mother Earth Network, where we together heal Mother Earth and ourselves, and reach further than we dared to dream of! Love is Divine Power and together we create miracles!

 

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Light, grounding and love

 

/ Manne, the Mother Earth Network

 

Maria also greets from the higher dimensions by sending a wave of love to you all. It comes with such heartfelt warmth and power that I once again begin to cry.